2/05/2009

Yes, I'm still here. No, I'm not in good spirits.

Yes, I'm still here. No, I didn't weigh in. No, I didn't do well this week. Yes, it's my dreaded "time of the month". No, this didn't have much bearing on my decision to weigh or not to weigh. Yes, I'm feeling like my head is not in the game. Yes, I wonder if I'm ever going to lose this stupid weight. Yes, I still wonder when someone else is going to somehow come and take care of it for me. Yes, I still wonder if it's possible to eat what I want, not workout and still lose weight. Yes, I know the answer to that question is NO!!! Yes, I'll get back on the wagon. When? I don't know. But, I will because I have to.

3 comments:

Mrs said...

Ugh. The dreaded monthly visitor.

I like how I feel thinner AFTER it leaves, though!

Praying for you, Holly! Moment by moment!

Cole and Christy said...

Do you remember that girl who used to make me go to that awful Gold's gym even though I never wanted to go? I just had that vision when I read your post, I really hated that place!

Melisa said...

Me too. I'm hoping the 3 pounds I've gained since Wednesday are a result of that and not me eating a brownie AND a cookie last night...